Just you watch. They will... When you call them-- or rather, their fascism-- out... do some literal or figurative form of curling up into a ball on the floor and crying "But if I don't draft YOU to die for me then who will? Who else will love me enough to take care of me? Waaaa!"
It's their trauma from abandonment and neglect and from active abuse too from others whom you have never even met... abuse and neglect that you had nothing to do with.
It's their trauma from being left for dead and abused and harassed. They are afraid of being killed, left for dead, or both happening at the same time (being left to be killed).
Hypocrisy here from some of them. They tell us that if we refuse to or can't earn our keep on this planet AKA earn their keep for them by feeding into their ponzi scheme, then we dont deserve to be here.
So you remember that being self-employed or alternatively-employed is real employment, not laziness. That volunteering and being on welfare is a valid job. That if it's not for a government approved or church approved organization... Or any organization at all... i'ts still volunteering. That if you have no papers to prove to them that you volunteered, you still did.
Probably better than volunteering for some of those organizations where you have to follow rules from the higher ups that force you to dehumanize or allow dehumanization of or feed into dehumanization of the people you're supposed to be helping survive and have better quality of life.
I think Borderline Personality Disorder is seen by a chunk of society as from neglect and abandonment and being left for dead and as emotional threats or injury, while PTSD is seen as from abuse and harassment and being potentially killed or maimed, and as due to physical threats or injury. When it's a mixture of both it's seen as CPTSD. The neglect being more insidious in this culture than abuse is why borderline PD often gets seen as and presents as more insidious and manipulative than PTSD, which is often seen as honesty and straightforwardness in people. Which is a good thing that PTAD is seen as that.. but BPD ... being honest about one's emotions... needs to stop being seen as manipulation.... they are screaming the truth about how they feel and what happened to them from the rooftops, and society keeps pointedly ignoring them or yelling at or punishing or scolding them under the assumption that their emotions are somehow manipulation and not real, and that them talking about what happened to them is all lies or delusions or twisting of the truth or overreactions.
Both being left for dead and being killed are dehumanizing denial of your sentience. And doing this further to people to cure them of the trauma of having it done to them in the first place? Fucking sick. As is assuming they're faking, or that they're just pretending to be people. You can't punish or neglect fear of punishment and neglect out of someone. It' common fucking logic. But They That Run Everything... the only ones who apparently matter or should be listened to... want us to eat their crap about each other and about ourselves rather than use our own judgment. They call dehumanization... and their obedience to their dehumanization... common sense and compassion, while they call the opposite being stupid and senseless and soulless too.
It's their attitude they are using that has it ass backwards, not us or any person in any general sense... not them either inside generally... and not the attitude we are using right now.
But back to the fascists' mental health issues stemming from their own trauma.
The main trait of Borderline personality disorder is craving someone to in some way on some level look after you in order to make up for the neglect and abandonment that happened in some way on some level. The main PTSD trait is craving to be set free and left alone enough to be able to defend yourself, to make up for the abuse. CPTSD is a combination of both. NOT the worst of both worlds. NOT the best of no worlds. Just a different combination of maybe half or whatever amount of one and half or whatever amount of the other.
I think have CPTSD. Where I in my case became more balanced because it was both types of dehumanization aimed at me rather than one toxic dehumanizing extreme or the other. I will never recommend abuse, neglect, dehumanization, borderline, PTSD or CPTSD for anyone. That is not my point. I always recommend the opposite for everyone. My point is that I was privileged enough in that way at this time to be allowed the opportunity in that way to use the good from there and help use the corrupt part of it against itself... help along the natural progression of that karma.
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